RAY BELTRAN still believes. He is 37 years old. He has lost his world title. But he is going to come back.
Last year Beltranโs dream was snatched away from him almost as quickly as heโd earned it. In February, after a long, hard career, he finally won the world title he craved when he beat Paulus Moses for the WBO lightweight title. But as he was taking his first steps towards capitalising on his world crown, he fell short, losing to Jose Pedraza in August.
โI didnโt expect to lose the title that quick,โ Beltran said bitterly.
To slump suddenly from the utter delight at winning the title to the despair of losing his prize left him disorientated, almost lost for words to describe the emotion he was experiencing. โItโs a lot of things that go through my head, you know, my mind. I was obviously very disappointed,โ he said.
โEverybody thinks about my retirement but I didnโt think Iโm fighting bad, do you know what I mean? They seem to think about my retirement because of my age, or because of my performance? So I donโt think my performance is bad. My age, Iโm 37, but I donโt think Iโm fighting bad. I think people think about the age, but people stopped focusing on performance.โ
He explained, โI fought Pedraza, I fought Moses, good fights, and people didnโt know, nobody knows, basically I fought those with one hand and my main hand [injured]. How can I say it? I donโt want to sound like Iโm making an excuse but it is what it is. I fought those two guys with basically one hand and I didnโt fight that bad. Imagine, if my handโs healthy, what I can do about it.
โIt was very hard because I could not use my whole potential in that fight. I donโt make excuses but it is what it is. Itโs just frustrating but I made that decision and I take the blame and itโs nobodyโs fault but my fault.โ
But he insists that his conqueror, Jose Pedraza merits praise. โMy hand was all messed up. But I made the decision, so like I said, itโs my fault. Pedraza deserves all the credit,โ Beltran said. โHe was the best man on that night.
โI donโt take nothing away from Jose. He did his work. He did everything he had to do. But maybe, if I would have made those adjustments, made those changes, maybe it could be a different outcome.โ
The Mexican has had an operation on to fix his damaged left hand, removing a torn tendon that was causing him pain whenever he punched. โThat was the question I made to the doctor, look is my pain going to go away? He said yeah. [The doctor said,] โThe pain will go away. Now you have the pain because the tendon was there. It was causing you a lot of pain but now itโs taken out, you donโt have it. Thereโs not going to be pain no more, the hand will still be strong and youโll be okay,โโ Beltran said.
The Mexican insists itโs not over for him. โEverything happens for a reason,โ he said. โI donโt know. Iโm a believer. I believe I can come good. I think I can do better than other boxers out there still. The difference is all the politics are against me, so the fights are going to be tougher. My careerโs not like all these prospects. Most of them, they hype them and they get them the right fights. Me, Iโm not getting the โrightโ fights. Iโm getting every hard fight. But it is what it is. So Iโm up to the challenge and Iโm good. Iโm good. Iโm going to make some changes. My handโs going to be good now and just canโt wait to go back to work. Iโm not done yet.โ
โItโs all about performance. While I keep performing well, Iโll get my other title shot, you know. Thatโs all,โ he says with fervour. โIโm not done yet. Iโm not satisfied. I keep pushing.
โIโll become a champion again. I really believe that.โ
โThat would be better than being one-time,โ he adds. โBeing two-time will be better for my story. I believe Iโve got the skills, Iโve got the experience to do it again.โ
Beltran is due to make his comeback on February 10 when he fights unbeaten super-lightweight Hiroki Okada in Fresno.