God’s Plan: Amir Khan, two years into retirement, says he has no regrets

BN: Itโ€™s nearly two years after your last fight, how are you adjusting to retirement?

Itโ€™s good. Iโ€™m living a very peaceful, chilled life. Thereโ€™s no pressure on me to wake up and go for a run; train. The pressure, knowing you have a fight coming up โ€“ย itโ€™s not there no more. Itโ€™s the best thing ever, man.

I know I need something else to keep me busy, and at the moment Iโ€™ve not even done that because Iโ€™ve just been enjoying my time off. Iโ€™m going to go into something else โ€“ย properties; real estate โ€“ย and Iโ€™m spending time with my kids [Lamaisah, nine; Alayna, five; Zaviyar, three], because I never spent time like this with them before.

Iโ€™ve got enough money in the bank โ€“ tens of millions โ€“ย investments, and everything I own is cash paid. Iโ€™m very happy. However the last fight [last yearโ€™s defeat by Kell Brook] went, Iโ€™m still happy, because boxingโ€™s been good to me and financially Iโ€™m secure. Iโ€™ve got no worries at all. Iโ€™m enjoying my life โ€“ย I just want to see my kids grow. They give me that happiness; that buzz. Itโ€™s brilliant, Iโ€™m telling you.

Living in Dubai as well, because with the gun crime [in the UK; Khan and his wife Faryal Makhdoom were last year robbed at gunpoint in east London], it gets a little bit dangerous, but other than that I love England. I love coming back. Dubaiโ€™s very hot; thereโ€™s too many nice restaurants; you always meet people there. Thatโ€™s why Iโ€™m putting on weight now. Iโ€™m not doing nothing crazy โ€“ I cleaned up the mess I had from before, [with] my investments, and Iโ€™m in a place where Iโ€™m in control of everything. My familyโ€™s happy; my wifeโ€™s happy; my kids are very happy. I live a very simple but comfortable life.

As a fighter I [achieved] more than I ever expected. What I did in the game โ€“ย looking back at it, Iโ€™m thinking, โ€œI did really well from the sportโ€. At the time I didnโ€™t think much of it, but as timeโ€™s gone on Iโ€™ve realised I did really well, financially; winning titles; going to America and making a name.

The only little hint of sadness in my career is the drug-testing thing [Khan tested positive for the banned substance ostarine after losing to Brook and was banned for two years from April 2022]. If you look at the amount that was found in my blood โ€” everyone has said this, but โ€” UKAD [UK Anti-Doping]ย have done a statement. They said that itโ€™s unintentional, and instead of giving me a four-year ban, they gave me a two-year ban. You know why? Because I didnโ€™t have the source to prove how it got into my system. If Iโ€™d given them the source of how it got into my system, I would have won the case. Itโ€™s not like I lost the case, because they said that I didnโ€™t cheat. Iโ€™m not a cheater.

Itโ€™s a bit of a sad thing, because it wasnโ€™t going to give me any benefit, what was found in my system. It wasnโ€™t going to give me any benefit in the fight. It wasnโ€™t going to make me any stronger; any faster. Iโ€™ll give you an example, the amount that was in my body โ€” say you got an Olympic-sized swimming pool; one grain of salt. Thatโ€™s all they found โ€” thatโ€™s the equivalent. Thatโ€™s what it was.


BN: Have you since learned how it got there?

No. I wish I knew. If I did know, and Iโ€™d given a valid reason to UKAD, Iโ€™d have been okay.


BN: You stayed on your feet while taking a lot of punishment from Kell Brookโ€ฆ

That was roadwork from Bomac [then-trainer Brian McIntyre]. Trust me. A lot of people will be saying, โ€œMaybe because he was taking somethingโ€. Iโ€™ve not really heard anyone say that, but if you think about it, I did all that roadwork โ€” the training was different. Itโ€™s all in the book [Khan’s autobiography Fight For Your Life]. We would run every day. The amount of exercise that we did on the legs โ€” Iโ€™ve realised now, maybe me going down [previously] was probably not my chin. I think itโ€™s not having the strongest legs. Kell Brook is a hard hitter. Heโ€™s a big puncher โ€” and he didnโ€™t put me down, and he caught me with a good shot, but my legs still kept me up. It was the strength in the legs that kept me standing.

Another example of that is when I fought against [in 2010, Marcos] Maidana. [Conditioner] Alex Ariza had me running every day, and the legs were solid. Look at the other thing โ€” Danny Garcia when I fought him [in 2012]. I got put down. Who trained me for that fight? Not Alex Ariza. When Iโ€™ve trained on my legs โ€” Alex is another trainer who trains the legs solidly โ€” you would be able to take a shot. So maybe the weakness was the legs.


BN: How much did Alex Ariza oversee your nutrition when you worked with him?

I had my own team โ€“ I had Taz [Khan, my uncle]. We only used to take the supplements that we ordered from the UK. I used to work with a company called USANA. They provided all my stuff, and I used to take them. [Ariza] wasnโ€™t always with me on that side โ€“ย he wasnโ€™t really my nutritionist. He was my strength conditioner only. He used to give me advice, โ€œYou should take this; you should take this; you should take the [vitamin] B12 injectionsโ€; I used to go privately to a doctor and get them done, but for supplements, I used to get them myself.


BN: If you hadnโ€™t retired would you be trying to clear your name?ย 

One hundred per cent. Iโ€™d have gone to UKAD and done a full investigation and made sure my name come out clean. It was just because I retired [that I didnโ€™t]. โ€œIt makes no difference. Iโ€™m not going to fight again.โ€ But the [uncertainty, from the publicโ€™s perspective]โ€ฆ

It could have been from drinking from someoneโ€™s drink. A lot of my friends are on steroids, because they want to be big. The new thing is that everyone wants to be on steroids. I might have shared a drink with someone. But Iโ€™ve never cheated in boxing.


BN: Brook told Boxing News that it was you who demanded testingโ€ฆ

Iโ€™m the one who said that I wanted drug testing. Can you believe that? Everything, I put in the book, because I know Iโ€™ve never been a cheater. Look at the performance I had [Khan was stopped in the sixth]. It wasnโ€™t like I was strong, or sharp. I had nothing left. I was a flat fighter in that fight. I didnโ€™t want to be there. If I knew I was on something, mentally Iโ€™d have psyched myself up. โ€œIโ€™ve been on this, and Iโ€™m on this, and Iโ€™m gonna be stronger.โ€

It upsets me, because Iโ€™ve never been a cheater, and I never would cheat. But to be honest with you, Iโ€™ve stopped caring, because at least I know myself โ€“ย and my own team know. My team; my coaches; my old coaches and my ex-coaches; they all know that I would never have done that. Thatโ€™s what makes me happy. I donโ€™t really care what other people think, because theyโ€™re always gonna have an opinion, and theyโ€™re probably always gonna have this opinion on me, because I was very successful. I did do well โ€“ย theyโ€™re always gonna wanna have a go.


BN: How much of a wider problem is it in the sport?

Itโ€™s a massive problem in boxing, and itโ€™s quite sad that itโ€™s happening, and I want to stand up to it. Iโ€™m totally against people taking drugs in boxing, and a lot of fighters are going to be out there taking drugs. When a fighter gets caught he needs to be banned from boxing permanently, because youโ€™re risking someoneโ€™s life. Youโ€™re risking your own life as well and youโ€™re making the sport look really bad. Why is it that itโ€™s only boxing thatโ€™s getting caught recently? Itโ€™s disgusting that people can cheat, and disgusting that theyโ€™re not scared about hurting someone. These people have families.


BN: How close have you come to considering a comeback?

Iโ€™ve been offered amazing deals in Saudi Arabia; Dubai; Abu Dhabi, for a big fight there. But if I ever did do that, Iโ€™m going to have a spar with 10oz gloves; see how I feel and how I take a shot and if I still have it in me โ€“ย if my bodyโ€™s still in shape. Because I donโ€™t know if I can still do it. It has to be a fight that motivates me so much that I would jump to the occasion. What would motivate me is a [Floyd] Mayweather; Manny Pacquiao; Conor McGregor, or Khabib [Nurmagomedov]. At the moment itโ€™d have to be an exhibition, because obviously Iโ€™m a banned fighter. When my ban comes off, after that it could be an actual fight. Letโ€™s see.


BN: Could you have retired with the same sense of peace without fighting Brook?

Yeah, 100 per cent. I didnโ€™t have to fight him. I swear to God, I would have been happy. I would not have cared โ€“ย never, in a million years โ€“ because I know what I did in my career. I only did it for the British public โ€“ย I swear to God thatโ€™s the only reason I did it. I didnโ€™t need the money, and I was happily going to call it a day. Itโ€™s just that I said, โ€œIโ€™ll do it for the British publicโ€, because everywhere I would go people would say to me, โ€œFight Kell Brook; fight Kell Brookโ€, and I just couldnโ€™t take the fact that Iโ€™m always being asked this question. โ€œIf I donโ€™t fight him itโ€™s always going to linger.โ€ So at least now itโ€™s dead and buried โ€“ย no oneโ€™s going to talk about it.


BN: After losing to your bitterest rival, you were very gracious in defeat. How much were you hurting inside?

You know what? It didnโ€™t, really. Honestly speaking. You know when you lose love for something? The week of that fight, and around that time, Iโ€™d lost love for boxing. I didnโ€™t really care, or anything, about the fight. โ€œIt is what it is.โ€ There is no regret there, because I didnโ€™t want to be around boxing. I remember, the last thing I ever did, when I walked out towards the ring โ€“ I looked at a clock. โ€œIn two hours this fight will be over and Iโ€™ll never need to look at boxing again.โ€ It was a big burden on me. I donโ€™t know if the burden was because everyone wanted me to fight Kell Brook all the time and that name was always there. That made me feel like, โ€œYou have to take this fightโ€ โ€“ย maybe I could have retired taking an easier fight. But there was something there โ€“ย I was glad. โ€œAfter this fight Iโ€™m gonna be happy.โ€ Itโ€™s the wrong way of thinking about it, because Iโ€™ve never thought like this before where Iโ€™m looking at a clock thinking, โ€œI want it to be over โ€“ย in two hoursโ€™ time Iโ€™ll be in my bedโ€. That makes me think I was already halfway out the sport. Iโ€™d checked out.


BN: When did you know that was going to be your last fight?

When I was in camp in America. Normally Iโ€™m being pushed, and I push myself even harder. I was pushing myself hard because I wanted to keep Bomac happy, but mid-camp, when I got injuries and stuff โ€“ย and my shoulder went before the fight, a small tear; I didnโ€™t tell no one; whenever I was throwing my right hand I had problems; it was hurting me โ€“ย I knew then my body was breaking down. โ€œI donโ€™t love the sport anymore โ€“ย Iโ€™m going to call it a day.โ€


BN: Who was the best you fought?

[In 2019, Terence] Crawford. Crawford was a machine. Crawford was so good. Maybe thatโ€™s the time when I knew โ€“ย after the Crawford fight โ€“ย that I was done from the sport. I had to then cash in and leave the sport, or at least make sure that I do the Brook fight and call it a day, because I wanted to give everyone what they wanted. When I fought [Crawford] โ€“ย he was making me miss by inches; I was falling short; my timing was off. He had everything against me.

His boxing IQ [made him better than, in 2016, Saul โ€œCaneloโ€ Alvarez]. I was still hitting Canelo. Maybe I was at my peak then as well โ€“ย I was hitting him and I was catching him. But with Crawford I was falling short. Maybe I just didnโ€™t have it in me โ€“ย I could see then, and I could feel that, โ€œIโ€™m doing something but my bodyโ€™s not letting meโ€. I see the shot coming and it was still hitting me. I couldnโ€™t move away in time, and that told me that, โ€œYou need to get me out of hereโ€. Imagine โ€“ย think about it now. Youโ€™re standing there and youโ€™re thinking โ€“ I moved away and he still hit meย โ€“ย โ€œHow the fuck did that hit me?โ€ [laughs].


BN: Were you the same after Saul Alvarez knocked you out?

Iโ€™ve never been asked this question. That might have been the last fight [I was at my peak], really. Thinking about it, looking at my performances after thatโ€ฆ


BN: Was it a mistake to fight him?

At that time I was growing my bank balance; I wanted to be financially secure. When you get paid almost $12m for a fight like that, you break it down in your head. โ€œFor me to make that, I have to be in at least four or five hard title fightsโ€. Around that time was when I started thinking that, โ€œItโ€™s a businessโ€, because Iโ€™d won my titles. I didnโ€™t really have ambition โ€“ if I won one [a title], I won one.


BN: What was your best win?

[Devon] Alexander, [Luis] Collazo [both in 2014], and Maidana. Not bad names, is it? Alexander [is the best of the three]. You know why I liked that? Maidana caught me with good shots; I showed some sort of vulnerability; he was a big puncher as well. But with Alexander, we just gave him a clinic, and no oneโ€™s ever done that to Alexander. That fight, what I did to Alexander, he was never the same fighter after that.


BN: How much does it frustrate you that you didnโ€™t fight Tim Bradley when you were both at 140lbs?

Iโ€™m very frustrated that that didnโ€™t happen, because [with victory] I would have been the undisputed champion. But itโ€™s boxing โ€“ย it never happened and itโ€™s one of them things. But itโ€™s quite upsetting, really, that fight didnโ€™t happen.


BN: How do you reflect on the proposed fight with Ricky Hatton that would have taken place in 2013?

I would have beaten him but heโ€™s a friend of mine as well, so that would have been quite hard to do. Iโ€™m glad in a way that didnโ€™t happen. We both went our own ways; we both had a good career; we both won titles. Luckily we can still be friends, and Iโ€™m glad we didnโ€™t fight, because if we fought each other weโ€™d have had that bit of animosity between us.


BN: Your professional career spanned almost 17 years. When were you at your very best?

I really believe I was at my prime in my early twenties. [Against, in 2009, Andriy] Kotelnik; [in 2009, Dmitriy] Salita; [in 2011, Zab] Judah; maybe Danny Garcia as well but he just caught me with a good shot, because I felt really good and I was in good shape for that fight as well. If you look at all them fights I had, that was my peak โ€“ them one, two years. Years after me being at my peak I was still performing at the highest level; still giving good performances with Alexander and other fighters as well. I had a good career, man. Iโ€™m happy. When I look back at it I remind myself it was good.


BN: Between the fights with Alvarez and Phil Lo Greco, in 2018, you were vocal about your belief that your finances had been mishandled by those around youโ€ฆ

Everything is settled now. Thatโ€™s why Iโ€™m in a very happy place. Everything now in my life has gone my way โ€“ย how I wanted it to. Iโ€™m very happy โ€“ย Iโ€™m happy with my bank balance; Iโ€™m happy with my life. I lost a lot of money, but you know what? I always said that Godโ€™s been looking down on me, because I have a good heart โ€“ Iโ€™m a good person โ€“ and God put me in this position where Iโ€™m happy with my life and Iโ€™m happily retired as well. I never need to come back for a pay day. If I ever come back itโ€™s only ever going to be because I miss it.


BN: What was it like to share a gym with the great Manny Pacquiao when he was at his very peak?

He was amazing. He was at his peak then [in late 2008], when we first started sparring. He was so quick, and he was hitting me with shots that you donโ€™t see. Heโ€™d make you miss; his footwork was so fast as well. But as time went on โ€“ย you only last one or two years, your peak โ€“ย I got better and into my peak and he was more towards the end of his peak and I started getting the better of him in sparring. Freddie Roach always said that I did really well against him. I probably battered him in the Philippines. I could hit him any time I wanted; everything was smooth. It was so easy to hit him, when Manny Pacquiaoโ€™s a hard fighter to hit. They were proper wars.

Maybe I wasted some of my talent. Knowing that Iโ€™d this much talent but didnโ€™t focus on it too much. Maybe I wasted a lot of talent โ€“ if I could go in the ring with the pound-for-pound champion and hit him when I want to hit him, but at the same time Iโ€™m getting beat by guys [I expected to beat]. Maybe [I lost on those occasions] because I wasnโ€™t as focused and didnโ€™t fight the way I should have.

That did affect [me] โ€“ย fame; money. I was a big name back then. Weโ€™d dictate everything, and I think the same thingโ€™s happened to โ€œAJโ€ [Anthony Joshua] as well. It does happen. Money, power, can change you. Itโ€™s very hard not to let it get to you โ€“ย automatically, it does. Weโ€™ve had such a hard life that when we see these things we take our foot off the gas.


BN: What about sharing a gym with the similarly great Andre Ward?

Andre Ward was good. Andre Ward maybe didnโ€™t make as much money as me, even though he was one of the best pound-for-pound fighters in the world. He was a very quiet, calm, collected person. I felt quite sorry for Andre Ward in a way, because he could have been a lot bigger than he was. He was a good defensive fighter; offensive fighter. I donโ€™t think he got the credit, or made the money, he should have made. We didnโ€™t really spar โ€“ย we had a little move around.


BN: How much does it pain you to not have avenged the defeats by Breidis Prescott, Lamont Peterson, and Danny Garcia?

You know what? Iโ€™m happy, the way my career went. Maybe it was Godโ€™s plan. It is what it is. If Iโ€™d beaten those guys maybe I wouldnโ€™t have got to this position. By showing that I lost to these guys and came back and fought other guys, I never got the opportunity to rematch them. No one will ever know what would have happened in a rematch, but Iโ€™m happy, the way my career went.

It was all Godโ€™s plan. It would have been nice to get the Mayweather fight but it is what it is. Iโ€™m happy with the way my career went; I have no regrets. The Mayweather fight didnโ€™t happen; the Pacquiao fight didnโ€™t happen. That will always be up in the air, but it made me work harder to get other big fights.

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