IT is cold, grey and damp on an August Friday morning in Manchester. Steve Foster Junior crosses the busy Princess Road with his large black kit bag slung over his shoulder. Already in training gear but with a heavy dark green stone island coat to keep out the chill. He smiles, puts down the bag and looks at the heavily fortified door to Champs Camp, Moss Side.
โNo-one here yet?โ He looks left and right, casting his eye at the heavy traffic heading in and out of town. โShould be here by now. Ah well.โ
He sits on the ledge below the front shutters, just a few of inches from the pavement. He has found his love of the fighting game again and is back to complete his own chapter to a familiar tale โ the ageing, beaten fighter desperate to come out of retirement to hear the sound of the crowd and ring of the bell. Another war or thereโll never be peace.
But while he might be nudging 37, Steveโs no old man and the wounds he carries have little to do with his career in the ring. He won a WBU title in 2005 with a tenth round stoppage of Colombianย Livinson Ruizย and enjoyed arguably his best night in the ring when demolishing European champion Levan Kirakosyan five years later.
There were bumps in the road to that night – domestic defeats to Derry Mathews and Alex Arthur – but it was an acrimonious break-up with his long-term partner that thrust the Salfordian into a new world, struggling as a single dad to son Kai while juggling a professional boxing career.
โThose last couple of years, my sonโs mam had walked out, so all through my training I had him on my own. I had to work around him and my mind just wasnโt right. I was on autopilot, just doing it, just getting through it.ย It wasnโt good enough. Looking back now, I just think I couldโve done better.โ He explains without bitterness.
โLifeโs not easy, thereโs always something, thereโs always bills to pay, money and all that. Thereโs always something there, but when itโs to do with your kid, when heโs crying and asking for his mam and asking if sheโs ever coming back and Iโm trying to train … it wasnโt nice for me to see my son upset like that. He was coming home from school looking for his mam and she wasnโt there.โ
Thereโs a sadness in Fosterโs big green eyes as he speaks of his troubles. Kai was born with myasthenic syndrome, a condition that weakens muscles. Itโs four years since Steve took full custody of the now eleven year old.
โI know anyone can use anything as an excuse,โ he says looking up at heavens threatening to open again. โHe wasnโt too well when he was born and heโs got a bit of a disability. It was on my mind before I fought Derry Mathews. I donโt want to say I was depressed but I was certainly fed-up and it is hard to speak to people โ youโre a man arenโt you? I donโt want to make excuses โ whoever beat me, beat me and fair enough. I just shouldโve pulled out of my European title defence with Ermano Fegatilli one million percent. I shouldโve pulled out ofย Prizefighter too.โ
Fegatilli took a uninaimous decision and despite wins over several journeymen, Foster struggled when stepping up to face quality operators like Gary Buckland and Anthony Crolla. His quarter final points loss to Jono Carroll in December 2014 was his last fight to date. Disillusioned with the game, he walked away.
โWomen, mither and boxing? Itโs not needed.โย He laughs with a little shake of the head. โEspecially when youโre training. It just doesnโt work. I had all sorts of problems, loads of bullshit. Just head games and I was stupid for falling for some of it. But you know, youโre training, youโre trying to focus, youโre dieting, you need to chill out and all youโre getting is mither? All your emotions are up and down all the time.
โLooking back now, it really wasnโt very nice so I suppose I did alright really!โ He grins again. โIf youโve got no problems, no worries and you can just get on with your boxing, then it 100% makes all the difference.โ
The future is bright. Heโs back training in Champs Camp (when itโs open). Itโs the place he knows best, the place where he worked for eight years prior to hooking up with Jamie Moore. Now, Ensley Bingham – the former British light-middleweight champion and one-time foe of Ronald โWinkyโ Wrightย – is keeping a watchful eye over him as Foster plots his comeback route.
Boxingโs in the family of course โ Steve โThe Vikingโ Foster enjoyed phenomenal support during his rise to a world title shot, also against Wright back in the 90โs.ย Junior was a relative latecomer to the sport heโs now keen not to leave too early.
โIโm not doing this for money because Iโm doing alright with my landscaping business,โ he explains. โItโs not just cutting grass, Iโve got quite big level contract work. Itโs not for money, itโs something I need to do for my own brain and my heart.
โMy sonโs always asking me about boxing. I want him to see me box. I want him to be proud of his dad, do you know what I mean? I want to do it for my kids and for the supporters that used to come to my fights. Theyโve always been saying, โwhen are you fighting again? Youโve got it in you!โ Iโve been like, โnah, nah, Iโm done. Iโve had enoughโ. But then, for some mad reason, I went to watch my dad in a white collar fight for charity and in the changing room I got butterflies in my stomach.
โI put the gloves on and said, โIโm having it again!โ That just gave me the spark. Iโve been watching boxing videos and Iโve got the hunger for it. I mean, if I do it and nothing comes of it, then Iโve done it and I can sleep better at night.
โThatโs the way I feel about it. Iโm not shouting about being champion of the world and that Iโm going to beat everyone out there, Iโll take one step at a time. I know Iโve won a European title and the WBU but Iโve got the buzz again. When I was boxing I felt stale. I was getting ill but I didnโt want people thinking I was full of shite, pulling out of fights,โ he adds.
โA six-rounder, eight-rounder and if something comes off and Iโm fit in the gym, then Iโll have that fight. I feel I have some unfinished business in the sport and for myself. ย Itโs just something I need to do and Iโll probably fight at lightweight before the end of the year. If I got down to super-feather Iโd be over the moon. ย But if itโs like the R Kelly song that me mindโs saying yeah, but me bodyโs saying no, thatโs it innit? Thatโs the question answered,โ he says with another smile.
Itโs now nearly midday. Thereโs still no sign of anyone to open up so Foster remains sat next to the front door. A young woman in a smart charcoal coloured suit stops to ask if he knows where Cafรฉ Nubia is. Steve shakes his head and says โno, sorryโ. She smiles and carries on marching in search of her destination. Steve Foster Juniorโs still looking for his.
Dominic McGuiness’ book Million Dollar Crolla is due out later this year