‘I get nervous before every fight’ – the journeyman’s diary

I DO what everyone else does. I get up and go to work five days a week to pay my bills. Itโ€™s just that at weekends I get punched in the face.

I had 40 odd amateur bouts. I won the Yorkshire title a few times and got to the semi-finals of the Novice championships, but really, I was only an average club fighter, nothing very special.

I turned pro when I was 19, making my debut nine days after my birthday, and I wanted to be a champion. I turned over with Dennis Hobson and I remember telling him: โ€œGet me a belt.โ€

I wasnโ€™t hoping for a world title belt. I was always realistic. I knew I wasnโ€™t a world beater. I was hoping for an Area title or maybe a British Masters. I started out selling tickets, boxing at home and got a shot at the Masters, but didnโ€™t win it and after that I thought, I either sack it off or become a journeyman, because it was always hard to sell tickets.

I decided to go on the road and enjoy myself and getting to 100 fights became my world title.

It hasnโ€™t been easy to get there. There were times when I wanted to knock it on the head. My hands went and for a while I wondered if I could be bothered with it anymore. I got to 95 and thought, I have to get five more. That kept me going.

I used to dream about getting to 100 fights and when I got there in Stoke, against Connor Lee Jones last October, it was the best day of my life โ€“ so far.

Iโ€™m getting married soon so that will be the best day of my life, but right now that 100th fight was my biggest achievement.

Now Iโ€™ve got there, I donโ€™t have any targets anymore. I donโ€™t know what the future holds. I could pack it in today or carry on to 120 or maybe even 150 fights. I will stop when I donโ€™t enjoy it anymore. One morning I might wake up and think, thatโ€™s me done, but, at the moment, Iโ€™m still in love with boxing.

I know what Iโ€™m doing, I donโ€™t get hurt. I remember getting a call at 9-55 one Sunday morning and at 1-30 in the afternoon I was in the ring with Tom Hill. Heโ€™s a super-welterweight and Iโ€™m only a lightweight. I was tiny compared to him, but if the money is right I get in there, tuck up and get through it.

If they take the p**s I can turn it on. I donโ€™t let them take the p**s. They know I have it in my locker if they do. I know my way round the ring and Iโ€™m not going in there to get bashed up. I will hold, talk to them, do whatever I have to do to make it an easy night

Iโ€™ve only been stopped twice in 106 fights spread over seven-and-a-bit years. I have learned my job. I know what Iโ€™m doing in there.

I go to the gym every now and then, and when manager Carl Greaves rings me up I have three things I need answers to. When? Where? How much?

Iโ€™m not really bothered about names. Iโ€™m not a massive boxing fan. Iโ€™m not one of those boxers who study it all the time.

When I talk to people, the question I get asked the most is: โ€˜Whoโ€™s the best you have fought?โ€™ Lucas Ballingall could punch hard and Archie Sharp gave me a hard nightโ€™s work. Maxi Hughes stopped me, so he must have been good.

Iโ€™ve had a lot of fights, but I still get nervous. Every time. Half an hour before every fight Iโ€™m in the dressing room s**tting myself. I wouldnโ€™t be human if I didnโ€™t get scared.

I do it because I enjoy it and it keeps me out of trouble at weekends.

I donโ€™t think about winning titles now. Iโ€™m too deep into doing what Iโ€™m doing. I enjoy doing what Iโ€™m doing. Iโ€™m in a good place.

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